I tried posting comments yesterday in 2 differnt areas and it just came up as error and kicked me out totally.

I just wanted to say that on Friday Night I had youth meeting which I help out in the kitchen every week, well I was in such a crappy mood and weak as well, that I snapped at some of the kids and I was on an emotional roller coaster upn and down, but not a good roller coaster I was just mean..

On Saturday I started getting tempted, and the energy soup was not on my list as I was begining to get upset just thinking about it, so I only had the melon juice and 1 energy soup, and I was hungry in the evening so I cut up some pipeapple and piece of watermelon and chew them up as much as I possible could, then went to bed.

On Sunday, I had to prepare the big dinner for the family as usual, I was so tempted, and since just thinking about the energy soup was making me nausaus I tried chewing on some pineapple and watermelon again this morning for breakfast before church, after church I was so hungry, so I eat some of the food I prepared for the family, Oh how I am so sorry for doing that, but weakness got a hold of me and now I am sure I am going to have to pay for this, I am still mucusy and coughing from the detox that is taking place and the more soup I consume the more worse it seems to get and I know it is called energy soup, but I feel weak throught the day, if I am laying down, I am fine and most time dont feel hungry, but once I get up I feel weak, slighty dizzy and drained and hungry, how much time per day is the minimun that I should be eating, as I am worried that I am not eating enough why I am feeling weak, and because I am not feeling as hungry I sometime have 1 or 2 energy soup for the day…what is going to be the consequences for my relapse…? I am still doing my enema, and will be doing what I am suppose to do comes tomorrow (Monday)